Hi, pals.
It's been e while since last time I got here. As usual, I feel triggered to write something after some couple hours spent on blogwalking or surfing through my Instagram feeds. Today I found myself reflected on some events happened this month, some photos of my acquaintances, some post on people's blogs, and another personality test to wander my everchanging trait. So this time I would like to tell you bout my reflection on these stuffs.
First is my friend's confession about her virtual encounter related to my admired person. When I heard that for the first time, I shocked, literally had my jaw fell down after reading her message. I told her how I felt about that person, how I see him from another perceptive, how she might be a suitable others to him, and how she need to let loose of those walls that she keep up high before.
Second is an unexpected meeting to join a big family, to be exact I didn't even have any thought on becoming a part of it. But overall, there's not much I could share about this one, cause I still can't comprehend the event itself.
Third is about my wish to study abroad or at least spent a few months to explore some countries while having a task to do. I surfed through the internet to found any post or photos of people I know which spent quarter of his/her life on another continents. This is my sole reason to write this post. To share my biggest dream to the world, to find courage and decide which best to follow. I see people changing everyday while living their lives, made so much decision opposed to their family's belief. I'd like to tip my hat for these people and share my thought with them. But not knowing means I won't have any courage to chat them first. So there goes my imagination again.
Last is my curiosity about my personality. Once again I challenge 16personalities.com to determine my trait. All this time I always believe that I was an introvert, but along the time I slowly realized my appearance changed into an extrovert. This trait keep taking turn to affect my life, so I may be an ambivert that didn't have an exact line to restrict my behavior.
That's all I can share to you for now. I hope we can meet anytime soon. Pray for my initiative to take over my brain.
(Alang Alang Lebar, in the middle of November 2017)
