My inner turmoil boiled deep inside
My self loathing tendency strike again
Self blaming is my regular meal
I couldn't stop feeling bad for myself
I think too much I feel too much
People's feeling burdened me
Too much human interaction hurts me
I feel the anxiety creeped inside me
Where would it go wrong
What should I do to avoid it
How could i survive this
Why did it go like this
Who can help me going through this
When will things get better
I stuck in this negative loop for nobody know how long
Hey, you
Please
Look at my bad side
Would you still accept me?
With my chiasm filled mind
With my ugly inner voice
Would you be the one to calm me down?
To reassure me that everything will be okay
To hug me tightly and pat my back
Then kiss my forehead to smoothen the crease
To make me believe that the world is not as bad as I think it is
(When my bad feelings started it's ministrations)
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