Happy Father's Day

Hello from the other side, Pa.

It's been a while since last time I visited your new home... I miss you so much. I've been crying madly anytime I remember the reality that you were not with us anymore. It's already more than a year since you left us. We've been coping beautifully, but it will never be the same again without you. Just the sole point that you were here once, has changed everything.

If I have any privilege in life, the biggest one is being your daughter. Having you as my father was the most grateful thing in this life.  You and Mama have guided me into life, being the best and the most powerful version of myself. Being the strongest princess in your kingdom. You are a decision maker, you are a mediator, you are a peace keeper, and you are all I inspire to be. You taught me how to speak, you were the one who made me love to learn many languages, you let me be whoever I wanted to be.

You always seemed unbothered, but I know you will even give the world to me if I ever ask for it. Your love for me was bigger than anything I could ever imagine. I was crying like a baby the moment some other man took my hand, without you to witness it... I really want you to be here and stand beside me to see through every moment, but I hope thay you see it and be happy for it from the other side. All you need to know is my love for you can not be replaced with anything. I will always love you and pray for Allah to bring us together again in His Jannah.

Happy Father's Day, my very first love, my guardian, my beloved Papa.