In my twenty six years of life, I never peg myself as a woman who need to be assured of anything. My my, you as my old friend must be know how hard insecurities and inferiority complex have hit me. But I never ever thought that I need the words of affirmation more than once. I am a disbelieving one. I never really trust people's words. When they say they adore me, I doubt that, persistently. Because of my inferiority, I always thought of what to be adored from a woman like me?
It was very hard to act out the quote "Love yourself". I love myself, it's non-questionable. But I doubt that other people love me too. I know many positive points of myself, but I don't think others would catch that. So it's really hard to believe when someone said that kind of thing.
I need to be assured everyday, everytime I doubted myself, that I am loved, by someone other than myself.
Wow. Still couldn't believe that my actual love language is not quality time or physical touch. It is words of affirmation that I need to hear regularly.
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